I WILL come right out and say it - I am married to a "dirty old man".
When I married him, he was a decent enough person and seemed like he would be a responsible husband and father. That was 33 years ago.
Until a year ago, I still had hopes that we would grow old together, and understand, support and care for each other. I trusted him totally especially as we are now in our late 50s and he no longer had any interest in any kind of physical intimacy for some time now.
I just don't know when he morphed into a dirty old man. One day, he left his handphone at home and I found several sexually explicit messages from some woman. He had been calling her and some other women very frequently.
I had never touched his handphone before and he knew I trusted him and would never check on him. Also, he had been going out nearly every night and spending the occasional weekend away "for work".
One day, a package of pills arrived for him. He claimed they were health supplements, but after checking, I found out they were sex stimulants.
Recently he has been upgrading his wardrobe, buying new clothes and shoes. Since I am retired with a pension and my children are working, he spends his entire salary on himself.
I was furious, frustrated and depressed and until today, I cannot bring myself to be in the same room as him or to even hear his voice. I can never forgive him or love him anymore.
If he wants to spend all his time and money on sex stimulants and young women instead of growing old gracefully with me, that is his choice. There is still the rest of my life to live and I want to spend it with a light heart and a happy smile. And no stupid, dirty old man is going to ruin that.
Finally, to all the silent, suffering wives out there - you are not alone. Cut all emotional ties with that dirty old man of yours. Tell yourself that he is not worth suffering for. Don't shed one more tear for him. You can be happy again.
Phoenix
Yes she is saying she felt shocked by her husband's infidelity BUT IT IS ONLY BCOS AFTER BEING MARRIED TO HIM FOR 33 YEARS AND HE HAD NOT GIVEN ANY HINTS OF INFIDELITY FOR 33 YEARS THAT SHE WAS CAUGHT OFF-GUARD.
WHAT IS SO WRONG ABOUT THAT????
It is not like she doesn't know that men has that tendency?? But if her spouse has never given her anything to suspect before this, WHY SHOULD SHE THINK THAT WAY OF HIM?
If her husband has already looked outside for pleasure, she has EVERY right to move on and do .....
Well, ... if he has a religion, I hope he can reconcile these acts with his God or what his religion teaches when he dies.
To the good wife, you can either follow his actions and find a male friend or be happy and continue your life enjoying what you want to do. You've fulfilled your obligations.
retire early doesn't mean happy
After so many years of marriage, he betray yr trust.
Go and pamper yourself, take up hobby to take yr mind
of the anger and disappointment in him. In the end,
you will turn up healthier and happier than him.
With his fooling around, anyone can guess what will
happen to him financially and physically. He will
get his dues. So keep money for yourself too or
he will spend all his retirement money on those
women.
Or maybe you have been wishing that he turned dirty earlier & not now when you are just as old ?
At least, he didn't write to the Forum to complain about his old & probably "useless" wife.
SAF Rule number 9: You can do anything,but don't get caught